Things just go all fucked up when you think it is about to go right, yeah, really fucking shitful day, no don't ask what, just that 100% of shitfulness all around you, nothing helps now and no one cares, since I just fucking go crazy on family, and stormed out. Don't want to do fucking anything to fix about that, just so angry about anything in my fuck sucked up little life, with fucking no hope of a tiny piece of any kind.
OH, just want to fucking beat up something to death, and really even more fucking angry to know that i'm not even dare to do that, just going to be sadly writing my little journal here, and try to get a fucking clu